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[Apr. 7th, 2005|02:09 pm] |
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yeah i got a yet another new live journal so this one is dead. a thing of the past. if u wanna know my new one just ask or look closely |
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| the pain flows in, the blood flows out |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|08:57 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
fuck ya'll! same old shit different day is all i can say. guess this time will change me forever. all i can say is my feelings are always going to be with me but so will all the pain. bye |
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| wow omg...im so fucking nieve... |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|02:01 am] |
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| |  shocked | ] |
| [ | music |
| | papa roach - scars .. the banana at 2:00am | ] |
i finally put 2 and 2 together. all it took was for me to open my eyes adn actually see the picture..literally.
ha i worked with the kid and befriended him as well. talked to him thought he was cool but was tryin to be something he wasnt adn my opinion of him never changed but wow...never saw this comming.yeah...im prolly the only one that knows who knows who in this situation. ill tell chris next time i talk to him and im curious to see what he will say but yeah. we all worked together in fact only for a brief time but yeah. im just stupid and nieve for thinking otherwise...im just wow to a point where im speechless adn can only utter out so many wordes without repeating myself more then i already am.
it use to only take a monkey, and i would have good dreams but im affraid of whats to come now... |
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| theory of a emo fucker... |
[Apr. 4th, 2005|02:14 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mars volta-the widow | ] |
im thiking im dying my hair black cause im bored yet again and its gettin quite long again. im like a chia pet
so ive jsut been takign stuff in lately and talkin to many ppl. not just normal talking liek bs and shit but actually meaningful conversations and what not and have realized a few things.yeah
them main thing i relaized or have come to a conclusion on is that single children tend to grow u pfaster in certain areas and mature more quickly then those who have siblings of any age. they tend to be more set on what they are looking for in many aspects of life adn have many goals and high asperations and yeah. im not say only children are like this but of the majority of ppl ive been talking to this has jsut stood out too me and i think that it actualyl has so sustainability. yeah im actually done now just had to get that last lil bit out.
ben everything happens for a reason man. just fuck those that cause pain. ill be your safety net man so jsut kno that! |
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| umm... all lies? |
[Apr. 4th, 2005|12:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | eminem-guilty conscience | ] |
yeah so no more computer for mat for a lil while so i figure just get some stu written down thats been on my mind for a bit.
so ive be remenessing (sp?) yeah lets just say looking at stuff and reading stuff that brings back memories. it pretty interesting but weird. for those of you who have no clue what im talking about or even care. i was reading my old livjournal. it explains alot about y am how i am atleast i think but yeah. http://www.livejournal.com/users/xlovelessloverx/ yeah thats the link to my old journal for those of you who want to look at it and learn some more about me. some ppl knew have read that journal when i used it and others havent so do with it what u want.
yeah so motley creu, the exies, silvertide at dte. thats got fun written all over it fo sho
im getting so lazy. i want to go back to school but have no desire to find out when classes start or anthing. its bad of me but this is me caring and doing something about it. yeah doing nothin at all. o well i can just stay in my dead end stupid job as a pathetic cook at a annoyin asian food restruant with mean degrating dirty mexican scum. yeah sry im not racist or shit like that but o fucking well. its the truth.
yeah so my parents r leaving me alone in a week and a half or so and yeah. whenever they do that and it is so very rare. i try to take advantage of itbut yeah.... it never works. its just not meant to be..ever.no fun
this weekend if anyone has sat sun adn mon free i would love some company on my long drive to muskegon.but most likely no one will be free so yeah. o well
side note, i wanna see the movie FEVER PITCH yeah cuz i love the red soxs as well and jimmy falon is a cool mo fo.
idk whatelse to say so bye bye bye bye bye bye bye..yeah im done |
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| aim is a bitch fucker! |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|12:54 am] |
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| |  eh.. | ] |
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| | papa roach concert in a month. im excited | ] |
yeah so aim went all wacky adn messed my computer up and gosh! ahh o well whatever its not like i was doing anything important.
so anywho..ppl care adn show concern. awww. ha but if u kno me u know i may make rash statements or thoughts or whatnot but will make the right decision.
yeah so april 15,16,17 im home alone so im thinkin welcome to hotel hatchew. all welcome.
yeah im thinking big bonfire big party loud music lotsa fun...let me know so yeah
yeah idk what to say. so much more i could say but yeah tired so gnight |
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| interesting situation... |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|02:51 pm] |
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| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | semisonic - closing time | ] |
yes so i was invited to a big party firday night...yes hmmm should i go or no. well theres a few catches. one is its in kalamazoo, its not that far away but still its a long drive especially if im drinking. yeah number 2 is sat morning there is an alumni baseball game at my old high school shich i really wanna play in so i could go up fri after work adn come home early sat morning but most likey that would result in drunken baseball and i havent done that in quite awhile. its fun and all but yeah not to sure what i wanna do. i could do one or the other or try and do both but yeah i doubt ill doo both so we shall see. adn yeah idk i came home to take a shower only to go back to work an hr later. o well. cleanliness is important to me i guess. so yeah... |
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| yippie-ki-yea motherfucker! |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|02:10 am] |
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| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | silvertide - blue jeans | ] |
"SEX, DRUGS, AND ROCK AND ROLL...PICK YOUR MAKER AND LETS GO!"
silvertide was great. good live show thats for sure adn the nastys werent too bad either
gettin papa roach tics tomorrow i think. yeah
gotta work all day today and get up in 6rs or less
i slept from about 330am yesterday till about 10pm with very very few waking times.yeah way to fucking sleep my day away.
yeah hanging with ben was nice but he has my cds. i bought the new mars volta cd adn the submersed cd adn he still has them. its a bummer
i sit and wonder y i write in this livejournal cause most ppl dont even care what i do or did every day and could care less about what i think and yeah. mot ppl dont even read this so its like im pretty much typing to myself so yeah.... |
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| blah.. randomness........ |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|01:50 am] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
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| | papa roach-broken home/last resort | ] |
so here we are yet again on a late night or really early morning. however u wanna put it. just layin in my bed thinkin, which can never lead to anything good.
yeah i worked all day adn yeah. worked at the palace tonight and it consisted of eating diner adn reading an AP mag and a tattoo mag i bought. highlight of my night, maybe even my week.
its funny how u can get drawn into the game. never wanting to be a player only aiting to sit back and watch all the others put forth the effort and end up having to swallow their pride and be the loser so that one person can win. that one person can be happy yeah. games are never any good. no matter what happends only one person can be happy and guess what... yeah its not normally me so i choose to sit bak in the seat adn watch others take that chance adn risk of playin those games and messing up anything that could truely be good. you think it would be safe sittin back but....somehow its not..
gettin my tattoo in about a week or so. i want it before summer comes so can swim adn all that jazz. im gonna send in a pic of it adn my others to a magazine adn see if i can get my tats pblished so i can share with the world my masterpieces.
summer needs to get here so i can get back to school so i can get out away. i got my plans adn ideas and thats all i got, all i need i guess cause yeah. |
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| im home whoop-de-freakin-do! |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|03:16 pm] |
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| | cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | happy - mudvane | ] |
yeah so i think i may have set fastest time records on getting to muskegon and gettin back yeah. close encounters with cops but o well.
so yeah....idk even kno what to say anymore about anything. i went away to think and relax and boy o boy that didnt happen how i planned it at all. i would have rather just slept for 3 days.
only part i enjoyed was walking threw meijers at like 130 just wearing shorts big sunglasses buying ice cream. yeah...
never thought id say i cant wait to get back to work.
keeping withh my foRRest gump quote from last time i shall throw another up here jsut for shits and giggles lol
""life is like a box of chocolates", and all of the chocolates are full of coconut which i hate so slap my ass and call me sally" |
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